miércoles, 22 de abril de 2009


Me sentía realmente triste, todos mis problemas reboloteaban en mi cerebro, mientras mi cabeza sol pensaba en Derek, Derek, Derek... Salí corriendo de la cocina, luego de haber peleado con mamá; me dirigia a la cuidad, desesperada entré a un cybercafé para chatear con Derek, o al menos ver si habia recibido algún e mail; pero no lo vé en linea, no habían mails en mi casilla,estaba mas sola que nunca, y esta vez no estaba Derek para consolarme.
¿Por qué pensé que el me iba a qerer? si no nos conocemos, es enfermizo creer que un día Derek viajaría desde lejos solo para verme, es enfermizo necesitar de élpara estar bien y es mas enfermizo aún estar enamorandome de él...
soy Kate Rusoe y estoy loca.

Mc am i, people call me uff
when i rock the party, you bust a nut
feadz is breaking out the beat
shit be hotter, than me
me and he, our crews a militia
better watch out, my clan gets vicious
bad ass bitch, im rated x
im gifted, aint gotta sell sex
cross the beach onto the street
gotta work hard, no room to cheat
crunk n grime, thats my bloodline
feadz is mixin, uffies shoutin
uff is bangin, feadz is bangin
time to get low, do the tootsie roll
thats how we do, do it hot
and if you understood, would you?
stop hatin and playin hard
i got a loaded bodygaurd
dont make him pull out the glock and pop
uffies gonna make this shit rock
like do, do i like
boys call on me when they feel freaky hot
i run this show, you got to slow
pick up the pace, with you cracked out face
uffies bangin, feadz is bangin
time to get low, do the tootsie roll
thats how we do, do it hot
and if you understood, would you?
beat my ryhme, if you can
you talk shit, think i care?
my style in this flow, is confusin cause ya dont know
pop the glock, the glock pop the glock, the glock you pop
sound like twista, fast as hell
i rock this beat you know damn well
gonna make it to the top
spit this shit, till you drop
down low is where ya keep it boy
dont let anyone know
gonna tear you down, underneath you just a clown
time everyone see, what you really be
play the game, the game gets played


I thought about it and boy I swear to you
You are the one, the one I want the night through
From the moment we met I already knew
We would be together 'til our lives were through
We can hug and kiss to make it all right
And can be together almost every single night
Yeah I know you want, I know you want me to
So I'll gladly come over and do what we do

Oooh boy you make my heart beat fast
I know that this is going to last
When were together it feels so right
You are the only one I think of at night
Oooh the only one I think of at night

I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say
But I have this dream
Right inside of me
I'm gonna let it show, it's time
To let you know
To let you know

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way

This is real, This is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you, I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you, I gotta find you.


miércoles, 15 de abril de 2009


I've been up and I've been down
I've been looking for you in a million towns
But you don't even know that I exist
I'll stay on this bumpy ride
If I ever find you I will dive
Right into an ocean full of bliss
All the times I've tried before
But I keep coming back for more of this
Somewhere under these dark clouds
I'll find that magic kiss

So here we go again
I'm not so tired that I'll give up
Our hope will never end
I'll keep hanging from the edge
Cause I know someone is on the other side
Of this cold and lonely night
Here we go again Here we go, here we go

It's like jumping in an empty pool
Going on thinking faith could be so cruel
And you never know what mess you're getting yourself into
Oh, when you thought you'd never turn it around
It's in that moment that something gives
All the times I've tried before
But I keep coming back for more of this
Somewhere under these dark clouds
I'll find what I've been looking for

Feels like the world is spinning out of control
There's no one to hold
And I'm so alone
Feels like the world is spinning out of control
And it gets so old
Being on you own...

martes, 14 de abril de 2009


¿Por qué todo se hace de a dos? ¿Por qué todos estan con alguien? ¿Por qué se sienten mas feliz? ¿Por qué yo esoty mal? ¿Por qué presumen frente a todos? ¿Por qué me cuentan lo felices que estan cuando yo esoty asi? ¿Por qué hay gente que no merece ser querida y lo es? ¿Por qué la vida es injusta con algunos? ¿Por qué con quienes menos lo merecen? ¿Por qué hace tanto frio? ¿Por qué las sonrisas son mas vacias dia a dia? ¿Por qué esta cancion es tan trasite? ¿Por qué me siento tan sola? ¿Por qué no tengo ganas de nada? ¿Por qué sonreir si no tengo a quién soinreirle?¿Por qué sonreir si no tengo motivos? ¿por qué por qué por qué por qué por qué por qué?....

lunes, 13 de abril de 2009


-Ella se vió despachada, horrible, triste y sola mientras sus amigas hablaban felices de sus novios...Por lo visto todos eran felices menos ella. Con tanto que dar y nada que negar, cayo en la peor de las tristezas, sola en un cuarto vácio y oscuro dejo una nota sobre la mesa y se marchó.
Los días de inanición le habian afectado, los dias sin sueño sin felicidad sin sonrisas, se volvieron dias interminables de llantos y lamentos
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